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i duno ... i seriously duno wat happen to me ... is like ... so ... damm ... idiotic
i feel so dumb ... gettin fooled easily ...
attention seeker ? maybe yes ... maybe no ... i aso duno ... i TOTALLY dun understand myself ... a single bit aso ... i feel so ... unknown ...
nvm ...
den banded on fri ... last pratice before performance ...
so ... trained on sway ... so suay lor ! >.<
all the super high notes for me ... den i cannot pitch ... while others can ... veri wat sia ... i feel such a burden ... to the whole section ... i cnt even pitch properly at the high high notes ... maybe i shuld pon sch on the day itself ... den at least ... dun hav a irriating noise coming from nowhere in my section ...