i duno la ... after tat long of ' positive ' post ... gort bad news ... negative post ...
i duno la ... so fuckin fuck up jus now ... is like ... i aso duno how explain ... ppl ask me i aso duno how to ans ... keep asking askin askin ... dey nt irriated i aleady feel like slapping den le ... damn ... i duno laa so fuck .... if i nvr vent my fustration here ... i think im gonna slash myself more liaox ... damn ... damn damn damn !!!! im so irriated now ... im like so hate myself now ... FUCK ! >.<
hating myself more day by day ....
but
controling myself ...
jus
for my laopo ...
nt for her ...
i think im dead now .