trying ... im TRYING !
           
 lolx ... wen to the wat wat auditiourm 
 AGAIN  its was dead bored ....
yaa wake up soo early end up the stupit teacher came 
 VERI  late ... zzz
yaa was freaking sleepy .... 
den the bus was dead bored too ! zzz trumpet so quiet these days ... i duno wat can i help >< when i myself was so negative bout my life == ... yaya den lydat lydat pass the time to the AUDITOURM ... 
sheehs went 2nd time ... same thing ... slept while concert ... cannot tahan ... day dreaming every min even now ... i jus hate my stupit attitude , life or wateva things ... its jus sux ... imperfect ... 
- kana 1 round by hasanah - bleahx >.<
yea yea ... suddenly play until half ... i came thinking everything negative ... sheehs was freaking tired 
 - MENTALLY  ... was thinking why everything could nt be perfect ... why mus be imperfect for me ... my life ... fren everything ... i reali veri tired le ... ya ... few drops of tears drop during concert ... no one see ...
ya ... at bus back ... tats where i lost control ... was ok actually ... look out at the haven.build.finish.building lolx ... den nad say me emo den ... den ... look at her look at me still nothing ... den suddenly freaking sad ... eye became watery ... den she LOOK AT ME AGAIN ... tats where all rushed outed ... damn sad !!!!! T_T ... 
yesh ... i duno ya ... forgotten hu came to dun.make.me.sad word ... ya ... i only remember 
zakiah - my MEEYOO partner ! xDDD
hasanah - the UGLY one >.<
nadia - future SL xPP
victor - EX Sl  hehe >.<
melisa - ya ... tat indian gurl whaha 
lasty nigel ... omg he got stead ! n i dun hav T_T
sheehs ... cried alot ... say alot aso ... freaking sad .. heart aso pain !!! damn pain feel like plucking it out ... n everything will end ... jus end ... end my stupit life tat i dun even know ppl care anort ... 
ya ... anyway after the bus reached and awhile more ... i somehow recoved frm the crying ... sheehs ... i hate crying for my whole life !
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