Wednesday, October 22, 2008 '

CHANGED BLOGSONG ^^

woots i came blogging for no reason :D

anyway changed blog song .
dun ask me how i found this song . its stupid .
i typed ' pig ' and ' star ' on the search engine in imeem .
pig becasue ... ya everyone know
star becasue THERE IS NO STAR IN SINGAPORE ! _l_

so i got to find this song hohoho !
i feel very nice la so i put lorh :DDDD

but what a weird artist . pigstar LOL !

yay happy happy ^^ !

Thursday, October 16, 2008 '

Impulse

Got the sudden urge to write about this book .
God Damn Freaking Nice :D
Not any ordinary book .

it talks about two boys and a girl whose background are different and met up in a mental hospital with a history of sucidal

then they talk about their life and how they tries to free themself from misery and despression from pills and drugs .
somehow or rather it was the girl beauty that attracted them and makes them friends .

weird but funny . and their way of expressing themself was different from ours . theirs are more
direct and stright to the point unlike us , trying to avoid the main topic .

the story was not like " storybook " like kind . it has a main heading for the page and it describe how they felt in the mental hospital and how they tried to overcome the feeling .

easy to read to me . takes me a few hours to finish the whole book .

RECOMENDED ! :D

a twist in the ending of the plot . damn touching =)

Places to find .
- Library
- Internet booking
- Maybe Pouplar ?

[Last page of book]

Wish
You could turn off the questions , turn off the voices , turn off all sound .

Yearn
To close out the ugliness , close out the filthiness , close out all light .

Long
To ccast away yesterday , cast away memory , cast away all jeopardy .

Pray
You could somehow stop the uncertainty , somehow stop the loathing , somehow stop the pain .

Act
On your impulse , swallow the bottle , cut a little deeper , put the gun to your chest .

Sunday, October 12, 2008 '

Randomness :D

Being a random person .
I shall post random stuffs :D

I just came back from outside :D
Eat with my parents , sister and her bf .
weird weird . first time LOL .

yahdayahda .

I got back my wallet YAY :D
some kind soul help me took it .
and even ransanked my wallet [ i think ]
and he didnt demanded for money :D !
wooots ~
thanks ar ! to that person i didnt even know the name :D

updated games in psp .
now got ma jiang !
YAY ! majiang fever :D

ran out of random stuffs .
pratically stayed home today !
cooool :DD

ohh how i love pula ubin .
got tons of mosqutio bites and bone numbness on hand .
but ironily , i still love pula ubin .
i <3 peace

Thursday, October 09, 2008 '

Happy things

for the sake of me , myself and i .
i sense the need to post something happy .
to at least cheer me up at least for a spilt second .

2 more exam to go . yay
4 more weeks to holiday . yay
feel good about chemistry . yay
i got the mood to do literature . yay
i know the format for literature . yay
dota got new hero . yay
confidence previls in me to do a maths . yay
finally posted things . yay

suckers . fuck off and leave me alone .
i cant seems to get rid it .
its irriating . it sucks . i hate it .
but i cant do it .
' get out of my sight '
i wish to scream at them .
sometimes loner feels better .
miss the good ol times .

oh one more happy things .

eating my dinner , got rice . yay

Saturday, October 04, 2008 '

Good ol' Days

Its gone .
i also dunno why .
today i woke up i got the feeling that everything is lost .
it can never go back to the way before .

everything . i would like to stop to a end .
sorry .