HELLO !
i really dun know what to post siah .
even my title is so freaking lame .
hmm . than this post shall be my next random post for the week :D
short and simple i feel like and idiotand re-tard-eda failure .i dun really know why .the surroundings made me feel like it .i dun know why .i dont really deserve the trip .im not that good .im really that bad .THAT BAD .i dun really want to do anything right now .not even studying or playing trumpet .i just wanna to be alone and ponder .ponder what im pondering about .i dont know myself that much after these happen .in such a short period of time .many many things happen .feeling changes alot .ups and down . how i react to people and people react to me .its too drastic . i cant take it anymore . i wanna to end all these once and for all .i wanna to die