this post will be only on random rants
nothing much . can dun bother to look at it .
look at the previous post please :D
argh . im such an idiot .i dun feel like living anymore .after such a long time i though i could handle it .but i was worng . i lost it again .or did i even have recover it before ?it was all in my imgination .nothing but the fact .i lost it and can never ever gain it back .i really dun feel like doing anything right now .i dun wanna to emo during the camp .i seriously dun feel like fucking going .not becasue i hate it . but my freaking god damn mood ,i really dun wan to meet the reality .let me stay in the dark forever . protected from all the evil .let me do what i wan to do . what i wan to think .give me a choice . i wish i never born in this world before .the world that bring nothing but sadness . will i ever be happy again ?a plastered smile on my face . dun tear it off .