Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
Life Sucks
after 209 post and 2 years of blogging
i never even though or believe friendship breaks so easily
i mean in a minutes or second .
i now realised .
its like a thin piece of glass .
once broken never ever can be mend .
its gone .
for some stupid serious reason .
dun bother talking to me
i wont reply .
i have to say i was pissed off
i hate that fucking relief teacher .
i hate geog
i hate study
i hate school
i hate myself
i wanna go japan and run away from everything for 1 week
let me cool off and have a good rest
this is what i beg from everybody .
i wan eat chocolates .i hate it
Sunday, July 27, 2008 '
Who will you shoot if you were holding a gun ?
Who will you shoot ?
let says u can shoot anyone in this whole wide world .
you were given a chance .
to shoot anyone u dislike .
who will you shoot ?
if i were you .
i will shoot myself .
becasue if not alot problem will start .
families of the dead will cry
blame me , my family
revenge will occur
more killings here and there
if person escape become fugitive .
ask people to join and become terroism
making the whole world unpeaceful .
people living is fear and sadness
would you want it ?
think before what you do
every single things that u make will have a big outcome in future .
even scolding a person ' fuck '
who know what he maybe thinking
feel like slapping you ?
who know he will backstab you spreading untrue rumors about you
influence other to hate you or whatever shits .
you may say my imgination is so wide .
so unbelieveable .
but this is the fact .
becareful of what you say .
ordering people too much
making fun of people is not a good thing
who knows what he may do .
anything could happen if he or she gone berserk .
dont be too bossy
be yourself
know what you are going to say
think before what you say
how they will feel
idk why im writing this .
if i have a gun i really would shoot myself .
bang . theres goes a dead person .
be sure to attend my funeral .
im not emo.im saddist.i hate myself and i know it .im not emo .
Thursday, July 24, 2008 '
English Oral
HELLO !
yes im back finally . at this time
so freaking late :D
so erm .. yeap had english oral .
omg its such a waste of time =.=
stuck in the classroom talking about porn all the lame stuff .
I WANNA TO SLEEP !
omg and the worst of all ...
the invigilator was
THE BLACK DOG aka ADRAIN .
yes idk how to spell his name like melinder .
its not i dun wan to repect him .
his teaching really sucks and i hate it :)
so anyway he made me tuck in the shirt which made me feel so un-comfortable during the exam .
amalina said that my leg was
WIDE open during the exam .
didnt knew . i was really tired and wanna to sleep .
talk craps . wonder if he knows . actually just stating what i had in mind for years .
yes poor people sucks when they only know how to beg for food .no pride , no face , no shame .lift your ass up and earn you first dollar la ! thats the poor people i like :)and conversation was global warming .ok this one i really talk craps .
i suddenly forgotten deforestation and said burn the forest down :)kewl rite :DD
other than this . nothing much happen today .
turn out that my physic was better than i expected :D
chemistry talk no sense nowdays .
OMG SUNDRAM WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT !?
i wanna sleep already .
tomorow another busy day .
FRIDAY IS A FUN DAY !
ENJOY !
P.S - omg mrKHOO i wan my passport back already !
GoodBYE !
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 '
Randomness
HELLO !
this post shall be a total random .
so i will be jumping topic to topic .
dun get confuse hor :D
so here we go ~
I HATE MY CALCULATOR !
OMFG !
it died on me when i need it most !
i dun know how to calculate COSin 50 !
oh fuck u man stupid calculator !
so . actually good news is i no need do any of the maths homework !
YAY ! :D
watch DARK KNIGHT !
shall write review on another post next time !
quite nice . but didnt feel quite nice casue i dun have the feel to watch .
random :D
LOCK OUTSIDE BECASUE OF TERUNA !
ASSHOLE !
he is an bitch :D
hey fish ! i dun wan to see smoke coming out from you !i hate GRILLED FISH :Dfor now .as i know .
more than 90% of my class is
ANTI MELINDER
seriously dun bother asking me to change her fucking name .
i dun really know and i dun give a fucking darn for godness sake :D
why should i repect that bitch when she spoils the lesson by giving lame shits that nobody actually didnt even care !
so when she FINALLY sleep in the middle of the class ...
ALMOST EVERYBODY BESIDE ME ASK ME TO TAKE HER NOOB PHOTO !
currently only yuheng posted the photo .
so take a look at it :D
my artistic shot . dun get suprised :)
YuHeng retarded blog :DClick !
ohh remembered something on the way to AMK hub .
YONGWHEE was
TOGETHER with
AMALINA once . :D
ps if name was spelled worng . tell me and i shall change asap :D
shall upload the photos in another post next time when im free .
maybe after i come back from japan or what .
omg im such a busy man for now .
i hope everything faster end and i study in peace finally :Dgoing to get a calculator tomorow or something .
ohh god help me pass all my subject .
dun bother chinese social studies and geog .
i only attended
2 lesson for geog for this term .
POWER RIGHT ? :D
as for the homework ... erhum .
didnt do any :D
so yea lets just forget about geog .
i shall end here bahhs .
going to do physic homework .
if not tomorow will get another nagging session from ChanKM .
he is such an horny teacher .
idiot freak :D
at least i understand abit laas hmm ..
better than the new stupid geog teacher .
useless shit .
GoodBYE !
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Colourful Costumes :D
HELLO !
seriously dun feel like bloggin ..
but ohh well .
racial harmony day is on july 22 !
yes . actually i dun even until of july 21th
until my class ask whether anybody got extra costume .
so retarded but yarhs . at least bonded with cameraERS .
seems that even the teacherES didnt mind us taking out our phone taking TON TON and TONS oh photos .
so some of than decided to take use of oppounity to
SEND MESSAGES .
didnt took photo . didnt bothered to .
but yarhs just imagine HAHAS !
use our wide WIDE imagination !
so kewl rite ?
after a day of racial harmony day .
the only few things i got was .
- a dirty shirt of costume i need to wash .- PHOTOS :D- face cramp - leg cramp- sprain ankle ( running about too much and knock over the fucking table )- headache . too much flashes .yawn ! had a maths test after lesson .
hope i can finally pass and no need to go for the fucking tutions that wasted 2 hours of my LIFE !
when my life is enough patathic .
asshole = ME :D
hmm ..
i LOVE TaMaDe family .
well i type this out casue i didnt knew what to write on .
so anyways . have a retarded fresh morning in another few hours !
GooDBYE !
P.S - shall upload photos next time . didnt have all of them .
Monday, July 21, 2008 '
D=
yes thats the feeling i feel right now .the fucking idiotic face .i feel like an idiot and i do stupid things .get irriated easily .u wont know casue i won show .but my mood changes easily .sucks .i hate it more than ever .im doing things that i usually detest and i really fcuking hate it .idk why im doing also .i just wanna waste my life over and suside asshole .i hate myself
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Sunday
HELLO !
i really dun know what to post siah .
even my title is so freaking lame .
hmm . than this post shall be my next random post for the week :D
short and simple i feel like and idiotand re-tard-eda failure .i dun really know why .the surroundings made me feel like it .i dun know why .i dont really deserve the trip .im not that good .im really that bad .THAT BAD .i dun really want to do anything right now .not even studying or playing trumpet .i just wanna to be alone and ponder .ponder what im pondering about .i dont know myself that much after these happen .in such a short period of time .many many things happen .feeling changes alot .ups and down . how i react to people and people react to me .its too drastic . i cant take it anymore . i wanna to end all these once and for all .i wanna to die
Saturday, July 19, 2008 '
Back finally ! a failure camp .
HELLO !
yes im finally back HOME again :D
for the past few weeks my rating has been going up and down .
yes so random .
i know myself and shuddup :D
so currently feeling like and retarded .
feeling so damn confused idk what im thinking about .
but never mind :D
people now damn happy .
casue sec 3 camp finally over !
so busy these few weeks that i didnt really study much .
hmm i have mentally prepared to fail my exam . LAST !
yea feeling shitty .
obs followed by sec 3 camp .
one more week so exam .
after exam finish the next day going japan .
ARGH ! how come im so busy suddenly .
cant cope laas !
hmmm . so this is the things that i get after enthuing about band :D
BUT WHY SO CRAM !
damn shits .
anyway sec 3 camp was a TOTAL FAILURE .
except for the campfire and dragon boating .
which was
A LITTLE bit better .
firstly . and the major problem goes to ....
the INSTURCTERS !yes congrats them for
just getting their certificates to be a camp insructers .
opps sorry , if you read properly . i meant that they are
FREAKING INEXPERIENCE .
i swear . i dont think they know that .
WE ARE TOTALLY NOT INTERSTED IN WHAT CAMP CHEERS THEY ARE DOING !
oh my fucking muther . they are getting ' high ' instead of US .
so we were stoning there . and they only know how to RUSH RUSH RUSH .
when they starting do things so damn fucking slow .
so when there is not enough time . one blow wind blow all the faults came to us .yes fuck u man . noob shits .
secondly , the group are TOOO big .actually big never mind . none of them are ' high '
all talking about game and stuff all that .
soccer , what ronaldo saying bye bye to bacerlona . blahs .
OK LA FREAKING SHIT . I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT SOCCER =.=
yes im not a soccer fanatic so shuddup :D
so this seperated one class into two group .
one enthu , one slacking craping group .
i would say that im standing inbetween of this two group becasue .
the enthu one too much enthu . so i went to slacking craping group
when i getting high then i went back to enthu one .
but its different laas . not the same feeling during the sec 2 camp where everybody was united .everybody have fun together . eat together . talk together . disscus together . so on and so forth .thirdly , the activity are SO LAME AND BORING .except for dragon boating .
for three days .
we do land expidition , river crossing and boating .
i mean land expiditon . u will like imagine amazing race rite ?
BUT WORNG .
its just walking and complete lame shit stuff . like ?crossing over a rope . find clues around where other group actually throw on the ground where people could just see it easily .and worst thing is . after each point MUST and a debrief where actually nobody even give a damn even the INSTRUCTERS . they ownself say its boring and just crap it over .
WHAT THE FUCK MAN ?
river crossing .
omg its so freaking lame !
got one string and belayer .
just need to glide over the river from one side to another .
and only can have
ONE FREAKING TRY .
lame ? i said is
SUPER LAME .
seriously only dragon boating is the only this that is fun .
and we really bonded .
but ONLY 15 PEOPLE .
fuck up .
anyway boat capsize and we still can sing in the middle of nowhere in the sea :D
so yea very fun .
campfire actally quite sucks .
from starting of the day to the end of the camp fire
we were only given 1 hr 30 min to plan pratice etc .
some only 45 mins .
and its 15 mins interval .
WHAT IS THIS MAN ? ASSHOLE RETARDED INSTRUCTERS .damn shits . this camp i pronounce is a failure for most of the class .
i dont know how other people feel .
but this is the 2nd worst camp i ever gone before .
worst was sec 1 camp :D which i dun feel like saying .
freaking disgusting .
i shall end here
I HATE SEC 3 CAMP !
GoodBYE !
P.S : the camp group is called CAMLOTS OR CAMLOT . i dont knowseriously they sucks . tell you teachers not to let them take you all as instructers .LETS MAKE THEM BANKRUPT ! :DD
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 '
Random Rants :D
this post will be only on random rants
nothing much . can dun bother to look at it .
look at the previous post please :D
argh . im such an idiot .i dun feel like living anymore .after such a long time i though i could handle it .but i was worng . i lost it again .or did i even have recover it before ?it was all in my imgination .nothing but the fact .i lost it and can never ever gain it back .i really dun feel like doing anything right now .i dun wanna to emo during the camp .i seriously dun feel like fucking going .not becasue i hate it . but my freaking god damn mood ,i really dun wan to meet the reality .let me stay in the dark forever . protected from all the evil .let me do what i wan to do . what i wan to think .give me a choice . i wish i never born in this world before .the world that bring nothing but sadness . will i ever be happy again ?a plastered smile on my face . dun tear it off .
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Today was bored !
HELLO !
as the title says .
TODAY WAS BORED !
please dont correct my grammer .
just let it stays as it is .
casue blogging is fun !
so
TODAY WAS BORED :D
school-ed
i cant believe i didnt SLEEP in class .
thats like so WOW !
and i ask questions . another mircale !
so cool rite ?
hmmm im not hating padma as much as last time anymore .
maybe i shall change to the CHONG family .
casue i totally hate melinder !
omg shes such an fuck-tard !
anyhow take my eraser WITHOUT my permission .
who the fuck is she ? asshole !
I WANNA CHANGE MY SITTING PLACE !
GOD DAMN IDIOT I DUN WANNA SIT WITH HER !
maybe i shall shit on her :D
got listening compre ! so released early from school :D
woo ! all thanks the sec fours !
god bless you HAHA ! tashryn ! be there to bless them man !band canceled . damn shiok !
when kovan . eat eat walk walk .
yes and i finally shitted in kovan ! :D
teruna is a man spitting dog .
he spits everywhere like a dog pee everywhere :D !
and he said i look so innocent !
yay-ness ! HAHA !random shits . ok i shall stop posting now .
if there is anything intersting than i post later on :D
GoodBYE !
Monday, July 14, 2008 '
Random Rants
HELLO !
today post shall be random rants .its not aiming on anyonebut yes maybe its you :Dso if you feel like shit after reading this post .reflect alot about itass shits :Di shall cut it short and sweet since its so freaking late already .
I HATE PEOPLE WHO CRITICISE PEOPLE WHEN THEY ARE NOT EVEN THAT GOOD THEMSELF !yes its so shit .
they shit here and there to everybody . but what about him/herself ?
the one that produce the most shit one is YOU ! from themself !please laas ! when you can be better than us than pass all your shit to us la !
if not
PLEASE KEEP YOUR OWNSELF TO YOURSELF AND EAT EVERYTHING !
fucking shit .
i seriously had no mood after that someone told me .
fucking shit .
ARGH ! i hope someday i can throw all the shit in the world to that shit itself !
fuck fuck fuck .
fuck your shit la !
Saturday, July 12, 2008 '
Outward Bound Singapore
HELLO !
yes for the past few days i didnt post becasue
I WENT TO OBS ! yea !
hmm quite fun . cannot say very fun casue
alot things were not happening .anyways lets get back to obs !
i didnt want to post the whole freaking 5 days if not it would be long and boring .
so im gonna to cut it sweet and short :)
First dayi didnt like the boat when going to the campsite ALOT .
omg i mean it really SUCKS !
damn shaky and hot . idiot boat . dumb shit .and guess what . on the first day we immedetely went for kayaking lessons .
i mean i really not in the mood casue its in the first day
and im so FREAKING TIRED .
anyway kana scolded alot times .
i feel like sleeping everytime they nag at us :DSecond dayGuess what ? the whole ' bravo ' team were late for the reporting time at
a freaking early time
5.55amcmon laas ! ITS THE SECOND DAY ONLY ! we didnt even get used to it .dumbshit lols .
do idk what morning exercises . its so lame . people want to sleep want leh !went for kayaking expidition . with only about 2 hours of kayaking lessons on the first day .they very smart hor ? :)
anyway ended up fail casue we didnt knew where to kaya-ed to and got lost :D
Third day Hm .. the time to meet the instructers this time is quite reasonable .
6.30 am .
study ' HOW TO READ A MAP ' so while theresa was teaching ...guess what ? im sleeping :)
yea im a asshole and i agree :D
so suprisingly . we head out last and came in first .
so got to enjoy the hard rocks and smelly poo's that people shit .
casuse thats where we were instructed to pitch the tents .
hmm the only disgusting thing i remembered that .my tent got 1 baby roach 2 moths one dead one alive and idk how many mosqitos yea its disgusting but i was so freaking tired that i didnt care .Fourth day somehow manage it woke up casue of somebody nagging .
i seriously duno who if not im gonna to write the person name
BIG BIG .
went for some ' real ' expidition . walk like idk how long.
but it was fun seriously :)
and this was the day that we really bonded together and its the happiest day of the camp .the view of the highest peak of pulau ubin was really and great view .too bad i didnt have a camera .
if i were to take the picture . it will seems like and picture bought in an pasar malam .damn clear and nice . i swear to god .and than we went back . finally cursing and swearing that the walk was finally over .and JETTY JUMP !we didnt do ==i mean i really sucks . the weather was damn clear . not a cloud .
than when the whole group walk to the jetty .
it started drizzling . the next minute ,
BOOM ! thunderstorm blah blah blah .
so we walk back . the minute we reach the campsite .
the rain
STOP .
i was cursing and swearing that fucking rain that
U MADE MY SOCKS WET !
yes casue i didnt have any other extras anymore =/
the day ended with a fight between
YCK and Yusof Ishak .
it was so FREAKING LAME .
so while they were ' fighting '
i was busily EATING :)Last DayYes finally . alot people cheered for this day .
i was one of them :D
but it was quite saddening .
feel like going back !
i dun wanna study anymore .
its so boring .
:(
i shall end here
GooDBYE !
Saturday, July 05, 2008 '
Fucking day !
HELLO!
July 04 is an fucking day !
yes it is i swear to god !
went school as usual . SO FUCKING BORED .
shafiq slept 30 min in eng class . fucking barstard :)
padma cme CMI !
yes seriously . bitchy shitty padma .
than lit . guna sucks .
pratically nothing much happen .
went to CCAB ! for the idk what audition for japan shits .
yea fuck it man . i cfm cannot go liao :)
lost smthing precious . fuck fuck fuck . no freaking mood .
yes even though it can be replaced physcially . but not mentally .
shit that pocket . that taxi . that ... EVERYTHING !
so i shall present the
world photo joke !
right in front of your's EYE !
TA DAH ~
Laugh out loud ! Nad you are pouplar right now !
Thursday, July 03, 2008 '
Random shits .
HELLO !
after what happen so much . i guess i wont be seeing some people visiting my blog .
well its not you . its that bitch . well everyone seems to be a bitch to me .
espcially yuheng =D
seriously but not that bitch BUT that bitch .
well if you understand good !
if not too bad :) .
i found out that this is ugly =D
while this is nicer :)
so yes today post is random shits . hmm i miss the meeting casue i have lots of fun .
going back to band seems boring and meaningless casue i seriously have nothing to do .
not even playing music i swear .
so yes i go there for 1/2 hr to slack and talk to grad members . yes i admit it . its better than listening to jamal talking .
i rather watch the clouds pass by than listening to jamal talking casue its 100 more intersting .well this is the quote for today bahhs :)i shall end here . getting no topic to post on . sheehs !
GoodBYE !
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 '
Perfect Everything .
HELLO !
today EVERYTHING was perfect !
i swear to god . we have LOTS OF FUN time laughing .
when serious , we serious . when time to joke , we joke !
yes it was totally fun although one person seems to be missing =D .
yes i love this meeting =D
so for now i shall state craps of the ' perfect's ' i gotten so far . =D
Perfect section
Perfect insturment
Perfect reason
Perfect SL
Perfect EX SL
Perfect same batch people
Perfect junior
lastly ....
a perfect hypocrite =D
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 '
First impression !
HELLO !
ok guess whats today topic ?
fucking shit im so freaking lame .
so dun mind me laas hurh .
FIRST IMPRESSION
to me its like life and death .
ok too exegrating .
but it make a difference weather i like him or not .
for an example this guy/girl whatever retarded shit =D .
look at the girl not statue .
when i first got into 3E3 this class .
i saw this retarded girl .
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS
ok idk what im talking
anyway she make a good one laas . seems like an angel but not !
in the end after going a 2 weeks job attachment . she became a devil .
RAWR !
but even so i didnt stop talking to her casue her first impression was deep .
very deep !
........ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHS ! omg she sucks =D
an another girl is MELINDER .
yes shes an fucking bitch .
i first saw her she was like complaining to teacher about some shits .
argh what a bitch ! yes from that day i didnt talk to her until now .
whoever saw me talking to her is she innitated the conversation .
but i shall end it with a ' I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT . '
guess what ? i went to sleep immedeately .
for some exceptions ....
yes the bitches that im meaning about if i had told you or who ever told you
fucked up bitchES !
yes im totally dissapointed
for more than 2 years and she still didnt understand us .
you had no right to scold us when she didnt even know the situation in that time
who the fuck was showing attitude ?
who the fuck was avoiding us ?
who the fuck didnt come to us when we asked her and instead , stayed put with her committee ?
you have no right to scold us or nadia when you didnt even know what happen that time .
seriously . she was innocent .