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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
Life Sucks
after 209 post and 2 years of blogging
i never even though or believe friendship breaks so easily
i mean in a minutes or second .

i now realised .
its like a thin piece of glass .
once broken never ever can be mend .

its gone .
for some stupid serious reason .
dun bother talking to me
i wont reply .

i have to say i was pissed off
i hate that fucking relief teacher .
i hate geog
i hate study
i hate school
i hate myself

i wanna go japan and run away from everything for 1 week
let me cool off and have a good rest
this is what i beg from everybody .

i wan eat chocolates .
i hate it



Sunday, July 27, 2008 '
Who will you shoot if you were holding a gun ?
Who will you shoot ?
let says u can shoot anyone in this whole wide world .
you were given a chance .
to shoot anyone u dislike .
who will you shoot ?

if i were you .
i will shoot myself .
becasue if not alot problem will start .
families of the dead will cry
blame me , my family
revenge will occur
more killings here and there
if person escape become fugitive .
ask people to join and become terroism
making the whole world unpeaceful .
people living is fear and sadness
would you want it ?

think before what you do
every single things that u make will have a big outcome in future .
even scolding a person ' fuck '
who know what he maybe thinking
feel like slapping you ?
who know he will backstab you spreading untrue rumors about you
influence other to hate you or whatever shits .

you may say my imgination is so wide .
so unbelieveable .
but this is the fact .
becareful of what you say .
ordering people too much
making fun of people is not a good thing
who knows what he may do .
anything could happen if he or she gone berserk .

dont be too bossy
be yourself
know what you are going to say
think before what you say
how they will feel

idk why im writing this .
if i have a gun i really would shoot myself .
bang . theres goes a dead person .
be sure to attend my funeral .

im not emo.
im saddist.
i hate myself and i know it .
im not emo .



Thursday, July 24, 2008 '
English Oral
HELLO !

yes im back finally . at this time
so freaking late :D

so erm .. yeap had english oral .
omg its such a waste of time =.=
stuck in the classroom talking about porn all the lame stuff .
I WANNA TO SLEEP !
omg and the worst of all ...
the invigilator was
THE BLACK DOG aka ADRAIN .
yes idk how to spell his name like melinder .
its not i dun wan to repect him .
his teaching really sucks and i hate it :)

so anyway he made me tuck in the shirt which made me feel so un-comfortable during the exam .
amalina said that my leg was WIDE open during the exam .
didnt knew . i was really tired and wanna to sleep .
talk craps . wonder if he knows . actually just stating what i had in mind for years .
yes poor people sucks when they only know how to beg for food .
no pride , no face , no shame .
lift your ass up and earn you first dollar la !
thats the poor people i like :)

and conversation was global warming .
ok this one i really talk craps .
i suddenly forgotten deforestation and said burn the forest down :)
kewl rite :DD

other than this . nothing much happen today .
turn out that my physic was better than i expected :D
chemistry talk no sense nowdays .
OMG SUNDRAM WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT !?

i wanna sleep already .
tomorow another busy day .
FRIDAY IS A FUN DAY !
ENJOY !

P.S - omg mrKHOO i wan my passport back already !

GoodBYE !



Wednesday, July 23, 2008 '
Randomness
HELLO !

this post shall be a total random .
so i will be jumping topic to topic .
dun get confuse hor :D
so here we go ~

I HATE MY CALCULATOR !
OMFG !
it died on me when i need it most !
i dun know how to calculate COSin 50 !
oh fuck u man stupid calculator !

so . actually good news is i no need do any of the maths homework !
YAY ! :D

watch DARK KNIGHT !
shall write review on another post next time !
quite nice . but didnt feel quite nice casue i dun have the feel to watch .
random :D

LOCK OUTSIDE BECASUE OF TERUNA !
ASSHOLE !
he is an bitch :D
hey fish !
i dun wan to see smoke coming out from you !
i hate GRILLED FISH :D

for now .
as i know .
more than 90% of my class is
ANTI MELINDER
seriously dun bother asking me to change her fucking name .
i dun really know and i dun give a fucking darn for godness sake :D
why should i repect that bitch when she spoils the lesson by giving lame shits that nobody actually didnt even care !
so when she FINALLY sleep in the middle of the class ...
ALMOST EVERYBODY BESIDE ME ASK ME TO TAKE HER NOOB PHOTO !
currently only yuheng posted the photo .
so take a look at it :D
my artistic shot . dun get suprised :)

YuHeng retarded blog :D
Click !

ohh remembered something on the way to AMK hub .

YONGWHEE was TOGETHER with AMALINA once . :D

ps if name was spelled worng . tell me and i shall change asap :D

shall upload the photos in another post next time when im free .
maybe after i come back from japan or what .
omg im such a busy man for now .
i hope everything faster end and i study in peace finally :D

going to get a calculator tomorow or something .
ohh god help me pass all my subject .
dun bother chinese social studies and geog .
i only attended 2 lesson for geog for this term .
POWER RIGHT ? :D

as for the homework ... erhum .
didnt do any :D
so yea lets just forget about geog .

i shall end here bahhs .
going to do physic homework .
if not tomorow will get another nagging session from ChanKM .
he is such an horny teacher .
idiot freak :D
at least i understand abit laas hmm ..
better than the new stupid geog teacher .
useless shit .

GoodBYE !



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Colourful Costumes :D
HELLO !

seriously dun feel like bloggin ..
but ohh well .

racial harmony day is on july 22 !
yes . actually i dun even until of july 21th
until my class ask whether anybody got extra costume .
so retarded but yarhs . at least bonded with cameraERS .
seems that even the teacherES didnt mind us taking out our phone taking TON TON and TONS oh photos .
so some of than decided to take use of oppounity to
SEND MESSAGES .

didnt took photo . didnt bothered to .
but yarhs just imagine HAHAS !
use our wide WIDE imagination !

so kewl rite ?

after a day of racial harmony day .
the only few things i got was .

- a dirty shirt of costume i need to wash .
- PHOTOS :D
- face cramp
- leg cramp
- sprain ankle ( running about too much and knock over the fucking table )
- headache . too much flashes .

yawn ! had a maths test after lesson .
hope i can finally pass and no need to go for the fucking tutions that wasted 2 hours of my LIFE !
when my life is enough patathic .

asshole = ME :D

hmm ..
i LOVE TaMaDe family .
well i type this out casue i didnt knew what to write on .

so anyways . have a retarded fresh morning in another few hours !

GooDBYE !

P.S - shall upload photos next time . didnt have all of them .



Monday, July 21, 2008 '
D=
yes thats the feeling i feel right now .
the fucking idiotic face .

i feel like an idiot and i do stupid things .
get irriated easily .
u wont know casue i won show .
but my mood changes easily .

sucks .
i hate it more than ever .
im doing things that i usually detest and i really fcuking hate it .
idk why im doing also .
i just wanna waste my life over and suside
asshole .
i hate myself



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Sunday
HELLO !

i really dun know what to post siah .
even my title is so freaking lame .

hmm . than this post shall be my next random post for the week :D

short and simple
i feel like and idiot
and re-tard-ed
a failure .
i dun really know why .
the surroundings made me feel like it .
i dun know why .
i dont really deserve the trip .
im not that good .
im really that bad .
THAT BAD .
i dun really want to do anything right now .
not even studying or playing trumpet .
i just wanna to be alone and ponder .
ponder what im pondering about .
i dont know myself that much after these happen .
in such a short period of time .
many many things happen .
feeling changes alot .
ups and down . how i react to people and people react to me .
its too drastic . i cant take it anymore .
i wanna to end all these once and for all .
i wanna to die



Saturday, July 19, 2008 '
Back finally ! a failure camp .
HELLO !

yes im finally back HOME again :D
for the past few weeks my rating has been going up and down .
yes so random .
i know myself and shuddup :D

so currently feeling like and retarded .
feeling so damn confused idk what im thinking about .
but never mind :D
people now damn happy .
casue sec 3 camp finally over !

so busy these few weeks that i didnt really study much .
hmm i have mentally prepared to fail my exam . LAST !
yea feeling shitty .

obs followed by sec 3 camp .
one more week so exam .
after exam finish the next day going japan .

ARGH ! how come im so busy suddenly .
cant cope laas !

hmmm . so this is the things that i get after enthuing about band :D
BUT WHY SO CRAM !
damn shits .

anyway sec 3 camp was a TOTAL FAILURE .
except for the campfire and dragon boating .
which was A LITTLE bit better .

firstly . and the major problem goes to ....
the INSTURCTERS !

yes congrats them for just getting their certificates to be a camp insructers .
opps sorry , if you read properly . i meant that they are FREAKING INEXPERIENCE .

i swear . i dont think they know that .
WE ARE TOTALLY NOT INTERSTED IN WHAT CAMP CHEERS THEY ARE DOING !
oh my fucking muther . they are getting ' high ' instead of US .
so we were stoning there . and they only know how to RUSH RUSH RUSH .
when they starting do things so damn fucking slow .
so when there is not enough time .
one blow wind blow all the faults came to us .

yes fuck u man . noob shits .

secondly , the group are TOOO big .

actually big never mind . none of them are ' high '
all talking about game and stuff all that .
soccer , what ronaldo saying bye bye to bacerlona . blahs .
OK LA FREAKING SHIT . I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT SOCCER =.=
yes im not a soccer fanatic so shuddup :D

so this seperated one class into two group .
one enthu , one slacking craping group .
i would say that im standing inbetween of this two group becasue .
the enthu one too much enthu . so i went to slacking craping group
when i getting high then i went back to enthu one .

but its different laas . not the same feeling during the sec 2 camp where everybody was united .
everybody have fun together . eat together . talk together . disscus together . so on and so forth .

thirdly , the activity are SO LAME AND BORING .

except for dragon boating .
for three days .
we do land expidition , river crossing and boating .

i mean land expiditon . u will like imagine amazing race rite ?
BUT WORNG .
its just walking and complete lame shit stuff . like ?
crossing over a rope . find clues around where other group actually throw on the ground where people could just see it easily .
and worst thing is . after each point MUST and a debrief where actually nobody even give a damn even the INSTRUCTERS . they ownself say its boring and just crap it over .
WHAT THE FUCK MAN ?

river crossing .
omg its so freaking lame !
got one string and belayer .
just need to glide over the river from one side to another .
and only can have ONE FREAKING TRY .
lame ? i said is SUPER LAME .

seriously only dragon boating is the only this that is fun .
and we really bonded .
but ONLY 15 PEOPLE .
fuck up .
anyway boat capsize and we still can sing in the middle of nowhere in the sea :D
so yea very fun .

campfire actally quite sucks .
from starting of the day to the end of the camp fire
we were only given 1 hr 30 min to plan pratice etc .
some only 45 mins .
and its 15 mins interval .

WHAT IS THIS MAN ? ASSHOLE RETARDED INSTRUCTERS .

damn shits . this camp i pronounce is a failure for most of the class .
i dont know how other people feel .
but this is the 2nd worst camp i ever gone before .
worst was sec 1 camp :D which i dun feel like saying .
freaking disgusting .

i shall end here
I HATE SEC 3 CAMP !
GoodBYE !

P.S : the camp group is called CAMLOTS OR CAMLOT . i dont know
seriously they sucks . tell you teachers not to let them take you all as instructers .
LETS MAKE THEM BANKRUPT ! :DD



Tuesday, July 15, 2008 '
Random Rants :D
this post will be only on random rants
nothing much . can dun bother to look at it .
look at the previous post please :D

argh . im such an idiot .
i dun feel like living anymore .
after such a long time i though i could handle it .
but i was worng . i lost it again .
or did i even have recover it before ?
it was all in my imgination .
nothing but the fact .
i lost it and can never ever gain it back .
i really dun feel like doing anything right now .
i dun wanna to emo during the camp .
i seriously dun feel like fucking going .
not becasue i hate it . but my freaking god damn mood ,
i really dun wan to meet the reality .
let me stay in the dark forever . protected from all the evil .
let me do what i wan to do . what i wan to think .
give me a choice . i wish i never born in this world before .
the world that bring nothing but sadness .
will i ever be happy again ?
a plastered smile on my face . dun tear it off .



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Today was bored !
HELLO !

as the title says .
TODAY WAS BORED !

please dont correct my grammer .
just let it stays as it is .
casue blogging is fun !
so
TODAY WAS BORED :D

school-ed
i cant believe i didnt SLEEP in class .
thats like so WOW !
and i ask questions . another mircale !
so cool rite ?

hmmm im not hating padma as much as last time anymore .
maybe i shall change to the CHONG family .
casue i totally hate melinder !
omg shes such an fuck-tard !
anyhow take my eraser WITHOUT my permission .
who the fuck is she ? asshole !

I WANNA CHANGE MY SITTING PLACE !
GOD DAMN IDIOT I DUN WANNA SIT WITH HER !
maybe i shall shit on her :D

got listening compre ! so released early from school :D
woo ! all thanks the sec fours !
god bless you HAHA ! tashryn ! be there to bless them man !

band canceled . damn shiok !
when kovan . eat eat walk walk .
yes and i finally shitted in kovan ! :D

teruna is a man spitting dog .
he spits everywhere like a dog pee everywhere :D !

and he said i look so innocent !
yay-ness ! HAHA !


random shits . ok i shall stop posting now .
if there is anything intersting than i post later on :D

GoodBYE !



Monday, July 14, 2008 '
Random Rants
HELLO !

today post shall be random rants .
its not aiming on anyone
but yes maybe its you :D
so if you feel like shit after reading this post .
reflect alot about it
ass shits :D

i shall cut it short and sweet since its so freaking late already .

I HATE PEOPLE WHO CRITICISE PEOPLE WHEN THEY ARE NOT EVEN THAT GOOD THEMSELF !
yes its so shit .
they shit here and there to everybody . but what about him/herself ?
the one that produce the most shit one is YOU ! from themself !
please laas ! when you can be better than us than pass all your shit to us la !
if not
PLEASE KEEP YOUR OWNSELF TO YOURSELF AND EAT EVERYTHING !
fucking shit .

i seriously had no mood after that someone told me .
fucking shit .
ARGH ! i hope someday i can throw all the shit in the world to that shit itself !
fuck fuck fuck .
fuck your shit la !



Saturday, July 12, 2008 '
Outward Bound Singapore
HELLO !

yes for the past few days i didnt post becasue

I WENT TO OBS ! yea !
hmm quite fun . cannot say very fun casue
alot things were not happening .

anyways lets get back to obs !
i didnt want to post the whole freaking 5 days if not it would be long and boring .
so im gonna to cut it sweet and short :)

First day

i didnt like the boat when going to the campsite ALOT .
omg i mean it really SUCKS !
damn shaky and hot . idiot boat . dumb shit .

and guess what . on the first day we immedetely went for kayaking lessons .
i mean i really not in the mood casue its in the first day
and im so FREAKING TIRED .

anyway kana scolded alot times .
i feel like sleeping everytime they nag at us :D

Second day

Guess what ? the whole ' bravo ' team were late for the reporting time at
a freaking early time 5.55am
cmon laas ! ITS THE SECOND DAY ONLY ! we didnt even get used to it .
dumbshit lols .
do idk what morning exercises . its so lame . people want to sleep want leh !

went for kayaking expidition . with only about 2 hours of kayaking lessons on the first day .
they very smart hor ? :)
anyway ended up fail casue we didnt knew where to kaya-ed to and got lost :D

Third day

Hm .. the time to meet the instructers this time is quite reasonable . 6.30 am .
study ' HOW TO READ A MAP ' so while theresa was teaching ...

guess what ? im sleeping :)
yea im a asshole and i agree :D

so suprisingly . we head out last and came in first .
so got to enjoy the hard rocks and smelly poo's that people shit .
casuse thats where we were instructed to pitch the tents .

hmm the only disgusting thing i remembered that .
my tent got 1 baby roach
2 moths one dead one alive
and idk how many mosqitos

yea its disgusting but i was so freaking tired that i didnt care .

Fourth day

somehow manage it woke up casue of somebody nagging .
i seriously duno who if not im gonna to write the person name BIG BIG .

went for some ' real ' expidition . walk like idk how long.
but it was fun seriously :)
and this was the day that we really bonded together and its the happiest day of the camp .

the view of the highest peak of pulau ubin was really and great view .
too bad i didnt have a camera .
if i were to take the picture . it will seems like and picture bought in an pasar malam .
damn clear and nice . i swear to god .

and than we went back . finally cursing and swearing that the walk was finally over .

and JETTY JUMP !
we didnt do ==

i mean i really sucks . the weather was damn clear . not a cloud .
than when the whole group walk to the jetty .
it started drizzling . the next minute ,
BOOM ! thunderstorm blah blah blah .
so we walk back . the minute we reach the campsite .
the rain STOP .

i was cursing and swearing that fucking rain that
U MADE MY SOCKS WET !
yes casue i didnt have any other extras anymore =/

the day ended with a fight between
YCK and Yusof Ishak .
it was so FREAKING LAME .

so while they were ' fighting '
i was busily EATING :)

Last Day

Yes finally . alot people cheered for this day .
i was one of them :D
but it was quite saddening .
feel like going back !
i dun wanna study anymore .
its so boring .
:(

i shall end here

GooDBYE !



Saturday, July 05, 2008 '
Fucking day !
HELLO!
July 04 is an fucking day !
yes it is i swear to god !
went school as usual . SO FUCKING BORED .
shafiq slept 30 min in eng class . fucking barstard :)

padma cme CMI !
yes seriously . bitchy shitty padma .

than lit . guna sucks .

pratically nothing much happen .

went to CCAB ! for the idk what audition for japan shits .
yea fuck it man . i cfm cannot go liao :)

lost smthing precious . fuck fuck fuck . no freaking mood .
yes even though it can be replaced physcially . but not mentally .

shit that pocket . that taxi . that ... EVERYTHING !

so i shall present the
world photo joke !
right in front of your's EYE !
TA DAH ~
Laugh out loud ! Nad you are pouplar right now !



Thursday, July 03, 2008 '
Random shits .
HELLO !

after what happen so much . i guess i wont be seeing some people visiting my blog .
well its not you . its that bitch . well everyone seems to be a bitch to me .
espcially yuheng =D
seriously but not that bitch BUT that bitch .
well if you understand good !
if not too bad :) .

i found out that this is ugly =D
while this is nicer :)

so yes today post is random shits . hmm i miss the meeting casue i have lots of fun .
going back to band seems boring and meaningless casue i seriously have nothing to do .
not even playing music i swear .

so yes i go there for 1/2 hr to slack and talk to grad members . yes i admit it . its better than listening to jamal talking .

i rather watch the clouds pass by than listening to jamal talking casue its 100 more intersting .

well this is the quote for today bahhs :)
i shall end here . getting no topic to post on . sheehs !

GoodBYE !



Wednesday, July 02, 2008 '
Perfect Everything .
HELLO !

today EVERYTHING was perfect !
i swear to god . we have LOTS OF FUN time laughing .
when serious , we serious . when time to joke , we joke !
yes it was totally fun although one person seems to be missing =D .
yes i love this meeting =D

so for now i shall state craps of the ' perfect's ' i gotten so far . =D

Perfect section
Perfect insturment
Perfect reason
Perfect SL
Perfect EX SL
Perfect same batch people
Perfect junior
lastly ....


a perfect hypocrite =D



Tuesday, July 01, 2008 '
First impression !
HELLO !
ok guess whats today topic ?
fucking shit im so freaking lame .
so dun mind me laas hurh .
FIRST IMPRESSION

to me its like life and death .
ok too exegrating .
but it make a difference weather i like him or not .
for an example this guy/girl whatever retarded shit =D .
look at the girl not statue .
when i first got into 3E3 this class .
i saw this retarded girl .
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS
ok idk what im talking
anyway she make a good one laas . seems like an angel but not !
in the end after going a 2 weeks job attachment . she became a devil .
RAWR !
but even so i didnt stop talking to her casue her first impression was deep .
very deep !
........ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHS ! omg she sucks =D
an another girl is MELINDER .
yes shes an fucking bitch .
i first saw her she was like complaining to teacher about some shits .
argh what a bitch ! yes from that day i didnt talk to her until now .
whoever saw me talking to her is she innitated the conversation .
but i shall end it with a ' I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT . '
guess what ? i went to sleep immedeately .
for some exceptions ....
yes the bitches that im meaning about if i had told you or who ever told you
fucked up bitchES !
yes im totally dissapointed
for more than 2 years and she still didnt understand us .
you had no right to scold us when she didnt even know the situation in that time
who the fuck was showing attitude ?
who the fuck was avoiding us ?
who the fuck didnt come to us when we asked her and instead , stayed put with her committee ?
you have no right to scold us or nadia when you didnt even know what happen that time .
seriously . she was innocent .



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