Sunday, August 31, 2008 '
Random stuffs :D
HELLO !
im back somehow to post some random stuff that i had in my mind .
somwhat random .
if somewhat i stop suddenly is becasue my tution teacher came
muhaha . im so hardworking :D
i had enough . all this nonsence . i HAD enough .although there are like thousand of things that i wanted to release in this post .but it seems i cant have the heart to post it out .it is so hard to let go of everything . not that im selfish . but the harsh reality made me . made me , force me to let go .i dun really really want to go . but its out of my control .unless some mircle happen . if not i dun really know what should i do . theres no one that i could really trust . even until now . 3 years have passed . i still haven gain a single self confidence . whenever i started to have some trust in the person . somehow lies drop from the sky and betrayed me .its lost . gone forever . even it fixed somehow , it will never be the same .maybe i should really let go . holding on something that doesnt belong to me is consider worthless .letting it go maybe could improve the condition . as im such a bad influence on it .im a really bad senior .